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 Sometimes I think that we're just living in a world of illusions.

 Haha this LJ is dead. Actually it has been dead from the very start.
Bye LJ. I'll come back if I decide to revive you.

Now I'll go concentrate on my mugging. Oh it's hell alright. .__.

 Nanhua is simply awesome. The people there just makes it ten times better (:

 Talked to Ray on the bus today. (Irina stop saying he's cute. although he is... ^^)

And I realised just how much I missed CCKPS. Like, really. After I transfered to Nanhua after P3, well. I still kept in touch with all my CCKPS friends. We still went out for (a lot of) movies and gatherings and stuff... but only until like, last year when we sort of drifted apart. Yeah, it's really quite sad. All of my friends were really very nice. Even the guys (although they were lame and childish and everything XP). But yes we sort of lost contact... and now I have almost no idea which school everyone went to etc. ): esp. the guys. -sigh-

And Ray so kindly told me that tomorrow they were all going back to CCKPS tomorrow. While I'm happily going back to NH with my bunch of friends. -guilty- sigh. Wish I can go back to both haha... but unless I can apparate or something, I can't.

I badly wanna see everyone again, just like in P5 when we had the mass gatherings during mid-autumn festival and nearly burned the playground down. And Miss Tan's BBQ, where I remembered we hogged the whole playground of the condo playing catching in the dark. And Miss Tan's bday celebration too, when we all got dirty and muddy playing some lame games at Tembusu park, with everyone slipping and falling on the wet grass. All of those seemed to have happened so long ago. ):

I wanna see how short Jun Bo still is, how tall Conrad have become. To see if Reynard still continues to bully me, and if Shiping, Junxiang, Chengyang and Thengyi would wanna catch a movie with me (without Junxiang throwing popcorn at all of us). 

I really wonder how different life would be if I stayed in CCKPS.

 Maybe I'll post something after all. But well, it's gonna be crap. 

I was writing teachers' day cards just now. Hmm well. I felt nothing when I wrote for my sec school teachers lol... call me heartless. But like, seriously! Maybe they just aren't as nice. Or maybe I have to wait till next year's teachers' day to feel something for them, since we only spent less than a year together. Hm that just sounds absolutely wrong o.o

But anyway. When I wrote the cards for Miss G, Mdm Teo and Mrs Tan, memories came gushing back (and yes I only wrote for the three of them. Because I have nothing to write for Mrs Goh and Mdm Sha. And what do you except me to write for Mdm Leow ^^).  Well. Yeah. All the stuff I remember is really, all crap. All insignificant, yet significant in some weird ways. Like how Mrs Tan always quarelled with chenlaoshi in P4 making us all laugh like hell.

Like how Mdm Teo said 'Check that you have your dictionary with you, no wait. I mean your electronic balance. WAIT. I mean your calculator.' before our math prelims paper. Like how we would count the number of 'okay's and 'alright's she said 1.5h of her lesson. Like how she told Jerry to stop digging in his bag for his worksheets (which were never there), or he would dig all the way into the science lab.

Like how Miss G always made us laugh with her lameness, and how she used to say "'It' is a very common word! Stop laughing everytime I say the word it!", and we would all start laughing again. 

I just wish I could turn back the clock to P4 again. Maybe P5. Or just P6. It would be enough. 
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